distress hair, white as snow, black as night, red as blooddistress by ~cadetdru
skin golden as honey
tan damsel with a bad dye job
watch me throw myself
under the train
so you can pull my rope
grab the chain
free me from my self-destruction
if you don't want me
desire me madly
need to have me
treat me badly
then how do i know i'm pretty?
Apology I love you, maddeningly.Apology by ~cadetdru
I trust you, thoroughly.
I abuse you, shamefully.
I take you for granted
Assume I'm unwanted
Lie about you
Cheat on you
Decided to leave
Try to believe
it'll really happen
this time (again)
Push you too far and beyond
Ask how this can go on
And then
You push back
Counter-attack
Rise to the challenge and then some
I love you.
Honesty You are honest as the day longHonesty by ~cadetdru
and none would prove that wrong
except for cynical me
and my brand of honesty;
I don't lie, but deceive
because no one would believe
the truth between you and me
your lies and complete dishonesty.
You've fooled them all--
never dropped the ball--
keeping each lie together
so it doesn't matter whether
I expose your truths and lies
or merely improvise
my own version of reality.
No one would believe me.
Oh and yes, reality tends to alarm us. I'm never sure if reality is okay or not.. Sometimes seems all fantasy like worlds are screwed up and then again.. Oh sorry for writing here essays.. hehe. have a ncie day. 
Delighted 
Random Deviant Stop. Hello. 
